she loves you

i've never thought that much of love before, but it seems that life had other plans. its one of the strangest feelings in the world; to really care about someone who cares more about you than anyone else you know.

i never expected us to become what we are. honestly, a couple of years ago, he was just one of my best friends, but i like where we are now. its kinda funny.

i never expected him to like me and i never expected to like him, but its a strange thing, love. i can trace back to a month ago when things were pretty chill. to when feelings were completely new and contact was sweetly savored.

i never thought i'd say things like, "i love you," and mean it. he said he'd do anything for me. he'd quit things. he'd change things. he'd kill for me. i care a lot about this boy and he doesn't want to let me go. i wouldn't have this any other way. he said he loves me like he's never loved anyone else. he's sweet to me and he can see through all the masks and shields i tend to put up when i'm not happy. he knows what makes me smile, and he wants to protect me from anything that makes me sad. he knows me better than most and i love him for every little mistake and confession he tells me. we're still learning about each other and we'll never stop. we'll last for as long as we can. i don't want to let him go.


i never want to let him go.