ohmystarsss

she loves you i've never thought that much of love before, but it seems that life had other plans. its one of the strangest feelings in the world; to really care about someone who cares more about you than anyone else you know. i never expected us to become what we are. honestly, a couple of years ago, he was just one of my best friends, but i like where we are now. its kinda funny. i never expected him to like me and i never expected to like him, but its a strange thing, love. i can trace back to a month ago when things were pretty chill. to when feelings were completely new and contact was sweetly savored. i never thought i'd say things

'til you can't see anymore. alright. well i lost my glasses. and i'm completely blind right now. i'm very sad. this was all i've been talking about today. ):

soo; i finished East of Eden and now i have to find Moby Dick and Sophie's World and finish them by the end of August. T__T the trip was pretty fun. i love the summer. no matter how hot it is, or how bored we seem to be. every moment is memorable. the bad times don't matter. so, we've been teaching some kids at PlayCare a routine and they're pretty hardcore. i hope they do well today. i'm a little worried, but that's fine. there's hope. i haven't eaten anything real yet. (hot cheetos don't count as food) gonna get some cereal soon. anyways. this summer is a very chilled out one. i love it. but on the down side, i can't find my Sims 2 disc,